I want to go to the river and have dinner in the backyard under the stars and throw sticks for Badger and let my cats roam outdoors and kill mice and lay in the sun. I want to grow veggies and write and make love. Listen to music and take hot baths and hike and camp and learn to dirt bike. I want to drink wine and watch you build and I want to learn how to build and I want to paint paintings and fences and our bathroom ceiling. I want to live an artful life.